i may not be the old me, but i know i'm better than before... and you should know that i'm still here whenever you need me :(
there's this one guy, he's my friend, one of my few best friends. at least i considered him as my best friend. i know, i always know, that he's always struggling on something alone. he never let anyone know about his problems. he's too kind to troubled anyone with his problem. i know, every time i see his eyes, there's always a lot of emotions, even though he wears a mask of no-emotion and such, his eyes are as clear as an open window... once or two, i had him to open up. and now, i kinda regret that i left him alone, yes alone, when i know that he needs someone to hold him, to help him. yes, i do care a lot about him. he's not as strong as he may seem... and not many people notice it. i really wish i could be by his side once again, not just because i want to help him, no, not just that, but because i care a lot about him... i can't see him go down like this anymore... i dunno, but it sure hurts me too to see him down like this...
i dunno it would be better if he read this post or not, but i sure hope i could tell him how much i care about him...
to you who never speak of hurts,
never let yourself get hurt... i'm so sorry that i once left you... you were there when i really need supports... you could say that you've done nothing, but no, just because i knew you were there, it made me stronger...
